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Blood Ties
by Sigmund Brouwer
When Clay Garner, a newly appointed FBI agent, arrives for the first time in Kalispell, Montana, he
immediately finds himself caught up in a disturbing chain of events. A train derailment, the brutal murder of an Indian woman,
an intrusive and calculating local Sheriff, and a group of angry and defensive ranchers. Even when Clay is shot by an unseen
assailant, the Sheriff refuses to pursue the case.
Twenty years later, when Garner returns to Montana, burned out by too many years of police work and too many grisly murder scenes,
he is looking for peace and quiet. He's looking for a way to rebuild his faith in man and God. He marries beautiful and headstrong
Kelsie McNeill, the daughter of a local rancher he has known years earlier. They have a child, but then their lives are shattered
when Kelsie and their son are kidnapped.
Suddenly, it all comes back. The Indian woman found dead with a feather in her mouth and the cryptic note that taunted him: "The
feather is your warning. Remember the eagle leaves a feather when it takes its prey. I am your watcher. Forever."
Using every trick he has learned in his long years with the FBI, and with the help of a wise and spiritual ninety-year-old Indian,
George Samson, Clay Garner begins tracking the kidnapper, the Watcher, knowing that the lives of his wife and son are at stake, and
so is his own.
Blood Ties is one of the most dramatic tales ever penned by this gifted Canadian writer. It is a spell-binding story, with
remarkable twists and turns, and surprises that make every page an adventure. Amazon:
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1996, 304 pages paperback, Hard Cover, Adults

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Chapter 1
In room 27 of the Bluebird Motel,
Doris Samson screamed soundlessly into the duct tape across her
mouth. Smelling her cheap, rose-based perfume, the Watcher drifted
back into boyhood, remembering another woman-white, and much older
than this frightened Flathead Indian. The Watcher remembered how as
a boy he had breathed in the smell of cloying rose perfume during
long, frightening nights. In the
Watcher's memory, those nights were never far away. Nor was the old
woman...
Her perfume had
overwhelmed him when she surprised him and pulled him onto her lap.
She held him tight, burying his face in the wrinkled cleavage
exposed by her half-open housecoat.
"Little Bobby, I love you," she
crooned, holding him so firmly he could not push himself away. "I
love you so much. Mommy just wants to hold you again."
She finally relinquished her
smothering grip, and he was able to draw air.
"I am not little Bobby!" He
squirmed to get out of her lap.
She squeezed his face between her hands. If she was aware that it
hurt him, it didn't show in the tender love on her face.
"Little Bobby, it's all right.
We're together again. Let your mommy give you love."
"I am not little Bobby!" He
wiggled his head, trying to pull loose from her hands.
She Ieaned forward and kissed his
forehead. With the blond wig over her gray hair, the makeup she'd
applied with shaky hands, and the light dimmed low enough, she might
indeed pass for thirty years
younger. "Little Bobby, let me
help you into your pajamas." "My
name is not Bobby! My name is-"
"Hush," she said, pulling his face into the wrinkled valley of her
chest. "Hush, little one. First I'll bathe you. I'll wash you
everywhere. Then 1'll dress you in your favorite pajamas. We'll
spend the night together. Oh, yes, we'll spend the night together."
She rocked the little boy back
and forth. "And it will be like you were never gone.
6:30 a.m. Clay Carner stepped
out of his Chevrolet sedan in the parking lot of the Bluebird Motel.
He had no difficulty figuring out which was room 27. A sheriff's car
was parked at an angle directly in front. One deputy, tall and
massively fat, stood in the open doorway of the room, facing inside.
Another sat behind the steering wheel of the sheriff's car, lips
close to the radio mike he held in one hand.
There were no flashing lights,
however, and no rope or yellow tape cordoning off the parking stalls
and sidewalk outside the room. At 6:30 a.m., perhaps, the deputies
cared little about any risks from curious bystanders. Or, he
thought, the deputies had just arrived and hadn't had the time yet
to mark off the crime scene. Or the deputies were sloppy or
uncaring, or both. Clay decided
they were sloppy and uncaring. They'd parked the sheriff's car so
close to the room that any evidence found on the asphalt beneath
would be suspect at best, and at worst, disallowed in court.
The deputy turned as he heard
Clay's footsteps. Recognition came a half moment later.
"Hoover's boy," the deputy said
derisively. Clay ignored the
sarcastic tone. A man didn't scrabble his way this far from West
Virginia coal country without thick skin. Clay also knew in this
situation his special agent's badge worked against him. He was
twenty-six; that was the second strike. As an outsider meddling in
their jurisdiction, he knew the ball had crossed the plate long
before he'd had a chance to step up to bat.
"Who's the investigator in charge
here?" Clay asked. "Not you,
hillbilly." Slowly, the deputy used his tongue to shift a wad of
chewing tobacco from one cheek to the other.
"Who's the investigator in
charge?" Clay pushed back a flare of temper. Gangly, knobby at the
joints, big-nosed, and just starting to fill his frame, he'd borne
plenty of insults during his awkward teens. Work-hardened knuckles
might have been a solution at county dances ten years earlier. Now,
however, a fistfight would only mean paperwork and a reprimand in
triplicate. "Come to step your
FBI shoes over everything?" the deputy responded, pushing back his
wide-brimmed hat. "Who's the
investigator in charge?" Clay was the same height as the deputy but
probably a hundred pounds lighter. He didn't flinch, however, as he
stared into the deputy's deep-set eyes.
The deputy spat a stream of
tobacco juice onto the toe of Clay's polished right shoe.
"I'll look forward to the day we
meet and you aren't wearing a badge," Clay said quietly. "I'll
invite you to try that again."
"Then what? You gonna-" "Back
off, Two Car." A hatless man, past fifty, barrel stout in a flannel
shirt, suspenders, and blue jeans, squeezed between the deputy and
doorframe into the sunlight. "Here's the situation, Mr. FBI. I got
called from a warm bed at six. Had an entire day planned flyfishing
on the South Fork. Instead, I get this stiff, a real bleeder. If you
had any brains, you wouldn't add to my considerable
irritation." Sheriff Russell
Fowler wore his gray hair in a military crew cut and had a small
balding circle on the top of his skull. Clay knew this, because at
six-foot-one, he looked down on Fowler's five-feet-eight inches-a
fact that almost certainly had brought a fourth strike into play
during their first meeting the day before.
"I'll remind you the same as
yesterday. I have no interest in scratching dirt like roosters in a
circle," Clay said. He spoke slowly, acutely aware that his West
Virginia accent, with consonants polished like stones in running
water, set him apart as surely as did his badge. He was too proud,
however, to deny his heritage by snapping his vowels short. "I
believe this here"-here came out in two syllables-"is a matter that
involves the Federal Bureau of Investigation."
The deputy in the sheriff's car
stepped out silently and joined the first deputy in staring at Clay.
"A matter for the FBI. I find
that of particular interest," Fowler said. "Not only do you manage
to get here a half-hour after we do, but somehow you already know
enough about the crime to tell us who's in charge."
Fowler rubbed his nose, then
grinned. "With knowledge like that, we should check your fingernails
for blood, boy. Maybe it was you gone knife crazy in there, instead
of one drunk Indian against another."
"I doubt it was a knife," Clay
said, wondering why Fowler had tried to mislead him.
"No?" Fowler's voice lost its
insolent tone and became threatening. "I don't like it that you're
so certain for someone who has no business
here." "How many knife fights have
you tended to, Sheriff?" Clay asked.
"Over thirty years? You obviously
don't limit your useless questions to train wrecks."
"Then you know enough to
recognize the marks a knife leaves." Clay regretted his first
question, knowing it had sounded like a challenge. But he wasn't
going to back down now. "I know
the marks. And I'll bet my pension you ain't seen real blood or real
death since graduating, Special Agent Clay Garner. One year out of
the academy, and most of that year on backdated draft dodger files."
Fowler's grin returned. "Don't let the size of this state fool you,
son. Took just one phone call to find out exactly how you've spent
your time in Great Falls. You've been no closer to blood than a
paper cut or a stapled finger."
To Clay Garner's frustration, he couldn't truthfully argue with the
sheriff. After years of undistinguished traffic duty as a state
trooper, his fledgling FBI career had not yet been much: Nine weeks
training in Quantico, Virginia; a brief swearing-in ceremony, devoid
of the presence of J. Edgar himself; immediate transfer to Great
Falls, Montana, and its backwater office of three; and fifty-four
weeks of 25s-the Selective Service Act cases that meant trying to
locate local draft dodgers-mainly by telephone, with all fifty-four
weeks in discomfort because of J. Edgar Hoover's enforced personal
dress code: dark business suit, white shirt, dark conservative tie,
dark socks, black shoes. Clay
Garner hated his suit. He'd spent the previous two days visiting
ranches and Indian reservations and had been greeted with suspicion
or laughed at outright because of the cheap suit that barely reached
his bony wrists. Only bankers and lawyers wore suits in this county,
and both were welcomed like scorpions in a sleeping bag. Thinking of
his age, badge, assignment, accent, and dress, Clay doubted he could
deliberately find any more ways to make his job any more difficult
in the Flathead Valley. "Knife
wounds," Clay continued, refusing to rise to Fowler's bait. "Look
for stab, puncture, or slice. Double-edged or single." Stiff-suited
and stiff-lipped, Clay would not concede this was memorized book
knowledge, taken from grainy black-and-white textbook photos.
"Take notes," Fowler said to the
deputy in a condescending tone. "Now we're getting a lesson from a
graduate." "As you well know,"
Clay said, "the corkscrew was still in the body."
"President Nixon himself don't
interfere with my investigation and get away with it," Fowler said
angrily, "let alone some wet-behind-the-ears ugly duckling with a
memo from Hoover. If you stepped so much as a hair into this room
before we got here-" "George
Samson called me. "Samson? How's
he know? We haven't notified him yet." Fowler's face was blotched
with red patches from barely contained anger.
"Clerk at the front desk saved
you the trouble." Clay thought it interesting that Russ Fowler had
no need to ask who George Samson was. "Same clerk who probably
called you. From what I understood from George, the clerk knew his
granddaughter. The clerk also saw enough to know it wasn't a knife
that killed Doris." "George
Samson don't know you from Adam. What's he calling you for?"
Clay had been asking himself the
same question, a fact he was not going to share with Russ Fowler.
"As you might recall from yesterday's conversation, my assignment
here is the train derailment adjoining his property. I interviewed
George last evening. He called my motel room a half-hour ago and
asked that I come down here."
"We've got this investigation under control," Fowler said, not
budging from his position. "Mr.
Samson seemed to think you might be less than thorough. I find that
interesting, especially in light of your less-than-thorough approach
to the train derailment investigation."
"The derailment was an accident,
and I refuse to waste time on it. George is a crazy old Indian who
belongs in a Wild West show. And you belong back in Washington. This
is beyond your jurisdiction. Clear this investigation site, or I'll
make sure you don't last another week with that tin badge."
This was something Clay
understood. Intimidation. It usually meant the intimidator had
something to hide-fear, maybe, or guilt.
Clay was also a stubborn man. If
these local boys had treated him with any courtesy, he might have
left them to their work and gone to his, futile as it was. Instead,
he smiled and held his ground. "I
had an interview scheduled with Doris Samson later today, Sheriff.
So her mysterious death ties this into my train investigation. Also,
this is a non-white murder victim. That, too-"
"Non-white?" the first deputy
echoed in disbelief. "Some Flathead squaw gets stuck like a frog,
and you want to talk like a government clerk?"
Clay would not give them the
satisfaction of knowing how badly he wanted to shuck his starchy
role and respond like the backhills boy he'd left behind. Instead,
he chose his language carefully. "Doris Samson is from the Flathead
reservation. That, too, makes it my business, according to federal
statutes that grant FBI jurisidiction in government and Indian
reservation matters." "Get
someone in Washington to send me a memo to that effect, son," Fowler
said, thumbs hitched behind his suspenders. "I can always use more
toilet paper. In the meantime, why don't you just get into your car
and leave us to our work." "You're
barring me from stepping inside the
room?" "I'm telling you this is
local sheriff's business. I don't even want you peeking inside the
doorway." It was almost comical,
Clay thought, the way the two deputies shifted to block the doorway,
like two boys playing king of the hill and daring Clay to try to
take the top. Clay Garner drew a
deep breath. An unsolved murder and an interjurisdiction dispute,
all before his first cup of coffee.
"Sheriff," he asked, "do you have
a photographer on the way? Coroner? Crime techs?"
Sheriff Fowler shook his head.
"You been watching too much television, son. This one won't be tough
to solve. Tonight, some brave will get drunk and tell his pals about
a squaw who gave him so much grief he had to shut her up for good.
We'll hear, track him down, and sweat it out of him. Case closed.
Not that anyone cares." Clay
studied the sheriff. Clay had his first tingle of excitement, as if
an instinct he didn't know he possessed was coming to the surface.
"From what Mr. Samson told me," Clay said, keeping his slow drawl
even, "whatever you have in this motel room didn't happen because a
drunk lost control." "Son, not
only did you get beat good with an ugly stick when you was little,
someone knocked the hearing out of your skull. I just said nobody
cares about a dead Indian." "I
do." "Your point being?"
"Obstruction of justice. Another
federal statute that puts this within FBI jurisdiction. Unless you
deal with this crime scene properly, I will investigate and charge
you and your deputies with said violation." Clay winced inside at
how pompous he sounded. But at his age and level of inexperience, he
had little else but rules, his badge, and the weight of the
organization to give him confidence and authority in this unusual
situation. Fowler watched Clay to
see if it was a bluff. Clay
reached into his suit pocket. Much as he hated the jacket, it was
handy for holding a notepad and pen. He pulled out his notepad,
flipped it open, and recorded the time and date.
"Fowler," Clay said, looking up
briefly. "F-O-W-L-E-R?" "Boys, let
him inside," Fowler said after a long pause. He directed his next
words to the largest of the deputies. "Two Car, get back on the
radio. Make the calls for a forensic tech to be flown in from
Missoula. If they squawk, tell them the FBI will cover the
expenses." Fowler lifted his
jowly face to look at Clay again. "Right, Mr. Special Agent?"
"Right." Clay knew he'd be lucky
to get this one past the paper pushers. But he was angry and
stubborn, and if he had to, he'd pay for this himself before letting
Fowler find an excuse to file this as just another knife fight.
"Go on in," Sheriff Fowler told
Clay. "It ain't pretty. You know the rules. Don't touch anything. If
you feel queasy, make sure you get clear into the parking lot before
losing your breakfast. Be a real shame, wouldn't it, if you messed
up all your fine evidence?"
11:14 AM "Here's a twenty,"
Harold Hairy Mocassin told Johnny Samson. "Go in and buy some gum.
Got it? Costs a dime. Make sure you keep all the change. Then meet
me down at the hotel in five minutes. I'll show you a good time
then." "I don't get it," Johnny
said, folding the money and placing it in the back pocket of his
blue jeans. "You wrote a phone number on the twenty. How does that
double our money?" Harold Hairy
Moccasin stubbed out his half-smoked cigarette on the sole of his
work boot. They were standing in sunshine two doors down from a
five-and-ten store on a street with little pedestrian traffic. It
was past eleven o'clock, a time crucial for Harold in two ways.
Enough of the morning had passed that Harold expected the cash
register in the five-and-dime to carry a necessary reserve of cash;
the Kalispell Hotel bar was open and waiting for their triumphant
entry with some of that cash.
"Johnny, there's plenty you don't get," Harold said. "Blame it on
your grandfather. It ain't hard to tell this is your first day alone
in the white world. You stick with me, man, and you'll get an
education worth something." "Hey,
man. You watch what you say. My
grandfather-" "Be cool, Johnny
Samson. Be cool. All I'm saying is there's two worlds. You know the
hills. Now you get to know the streets."
Johnny Samson drew a deep breath.
Harold Hairy Moccasin, in a deerhide jacket, was short, skinny, with
a half-dozen straggling long chin hairs. At nineteen he had been out
of boarding school long enough to have grown his braided hair below
his shoulders. He had his own truck, a '64 Chevy, and he'd been with
a dozen women already, even had a couple of children, if a person
cared to believe him. About a
hundred years earlier, Harold was proud to tell people, a Crow named
Hairy Moccasin had scouted for Custer. Hairy Moccasin had not been
suicidal enough to stay put when he saw the odds at the Little
Bighorn, and as a result Harold was able to include himself among
the great-great-grandchildren who bore the scout's name. The
privilege of such a background more than made up for the dignity he
lost when people called him Hairy instead of Harold.
Johnny was honored that a person
of Harold Hairy Moccasin's stature would give him any attention at
all, let alone invite him into town to celebrate Johnny's
seventeenth birthday with his older sister, Doris. Johnny would have
felt less honored if he'd known Harold Hairy Moccasin had designs on
Doris and that Harold intended to lubricate the day's celebration as
much as possible with their twenty dollars doubled.
"Nothing can go wrong, Johnny.
You're just buying a pack of gum. They can't stop Indians from doing
that. Just be sure to use the twenty I gave
you." "Yeah," Johnny said. "I'll
be sure. "And don't look my way
when you leave. Got it? When I walk in after you, she can't know
we're together." Johnny Samson
nodded in agreement, Johnny left
Harold and walked the short distance to the storefront. He wore
cowboy boots, jeans, a jean jacket, and a Stetson. Johnny's hair was
longer than Harold's, but Johnny had been raised in the hills, not
in a boarding school, and no one had ever forced him to cut his hair
like a white man's. The doorbells
jangled as Johnny let himself into the store. He stood for a moment,
letting his eyes adjust to the darkness. The store window was jammed
with cheap merchandise, so little sunlight made it through, and the
light fixtures were cheap and far between.
Johnny approached the cash
register. A brown-haired girl his age stood behind it. She had waxy
white skin, pimples, and square glasses, which added pudginess to an
already overly pudgy face. "Gum,"
Johnny said. "I need some gum."
"It's on the shelf beside you," she said in a tone of voice that
indicated he was an idiot for not noticing.
Why was he so nervous he couldn't
see the gum himself? Harold was the one taking a risk. Right?
Johnny Samson grabbed a pack of
Wrigley's Juicy Fruit and threw it on the counter. He dug Harold's
folded twenty out of his back pocket as the girl regarded him in
silence. She handed him the change, and he left the store, turning
toward the Kalispell Hotel. As instructed, Johnny did not look
behind him for Harold Hairy Moccasin.
Five minutes later, Harold Hairy
Moccasin met Johnny at the curb in front of the side-door entrance
to the hotel. Two older Indians sat on the curb, heads down to keep
the sunshine out of their eyes.
Harold was eating from a one-pound bag of raisins as he joined
Johnny Samson. "Raisins?" Johnny
asked. He badly wanted to know if and how Harold had doubled their
money as promised but felt more compelled to ask why Harold had
stopped at a grocery store when all Harold had talked about the
entire morning was whiskey and draft
beer. "Raisins," Harold confirmed.
"Man, don't you know nothin'?" "I
know I don't eat raisins. When I was little, one of my cousins told
me whites made them by catching flies and pulling off their wings
and legs. I never touched them since."
"Eat them and your blood clots
better," Harold replied with a superiority granted by knowledge.
"Nobody can say Harold don't think ahead."
Harold maintained his
master-to-pupil tone. "See, tomorrow I sell blood. Four bucks a
pint, man, that's what you get. Thing is, they don't let you donate
more than once every six weeks. It's hard to make money that way.
And they got this test to make sure your blood's thick. There's an
easy way to beat that, though. Eat plenty of raisins, and next day
you pass the clotting test. I go in every ten days, give 'em a
different name. To them, we all look alike. Raisins cost me fifty
cents; I get four dollars, plus plenty of cookies and Kool-Aid. Good
business, I figure." Johnny
nodded, not sure why he was smiling. Could it be healthy for a
person to give away that much blood? But if Harold Hairy Moccasin
moved that easily through the white world, Johnny needed to pay
attention. "You get another
twenty dollars?" Johnny asked, knowing he had more to learn from
Harold Hairy Moccasin. "Close
enough." Harold discreetly unfolded a handful of bills. There was no
sense flashing wealth with the bar right up the steps, not when so
many friends somehow always managed to appear to share good fortune.
"Did you use a gun?" Johnny was
amazed. Harold grinned and puffed
out his chest. "I case the stores downtown. See, when a cashier gets
a large bill, she's supposed to put it on top of the register when
she makes change. That way there's no mixup. Some places though, the
cashier's lazy, throws the bill in right away. She can never be sure
what you just handed her. Like in the store we just visited."
"Yeah?" Johnny wasn't following.
He didn't want to show it though.
"You went in," Harold said, "bought gum, gave her the twenty, got
nearly twenty back. I waited a few minutes, bought a candy bar, gave
her a dollar bill. She gave me change and closed the drawer. I tell
her, look, I been ripped off, what happened to the rest of my money?
She says what do I mean? I say I gave her a twenty. She says no, it
was only a buck. I tell her I know for sure because I had a girl's
phone number on it. I close my eyes and tell her the number, like I
memorized it. She looks at the bill on top of the stack of the
twenties, sees the one you gave her, and it's got the phone number I
wrote down when we were standing outside. I tell her it ain't right,
trying to rip off an Indian. She's all sorry, gives me another
nineteen bucks to make up the difference."
Johnny shook his head, half in
admiration, half in worry. "Kind of like stealing but different."
"You sound like the Flatheads I
left behind. Too respectable. Me, I figure nothing you take from the
whites is stealing. Think what they took from us. Maybe you should
spend less time with your grandfather, hang out with some of us
braves who ain't scared to fight for the old ways."
Johnny Samson wondered what to
say to that-he loved his grandfather-but he didn't have to worry
about a reply. Harold Hairy Moccasin already had him by the arm and
was pulling him up the steps into the Kalispell Hotel.
"Let's get this celebration
started," Harold said, already dreaming of Doris Samson and a
variety of possibilities with her. Some were saying she'd changed
her ways, but Harold was optimistic the rumors about her and church
weren't true. "She knows you're in town. She'll find us or we'll
find her, I promise." Inside the
hotel, they walked down a narrow corridor to the barroom. Nobody
challenged Johnny for age identification, which raised his esteem
for Harold, who had earlier told him not to worry about it. The
bartender, however, cigarette hanging on his lip, took a little wind
out of Harold's impressive momentum to this point.
"Hey, Harry Hairy" he called as
they stepped into the yeasty smell of old, spilled beer soaked into
wood floors. "No money, no
service." Harold shrugged it off
and tried to get back into his role of master by throwing a ten
carelessly onto the bar. There were maybe a half-dozen other people
in the room, all nursing drinks at tables with Formica tops. They
were wise-getting drunk too early meant waking up sometime in the
evening with too much time to kill until the next morning, wasting
all the booze it had taken to get them senseless in the first place.
"Couple of whiskeys with beer
chasers," Harold said. "And I told you plenty of times already, it's
Harold. "Sure thing, Harry Hairy."
Johnny was watching carefully. He
expected Harold to get angry at this white insolence, but instead
Harold accepted the drinks meekly.
Harold showed Johnny how to gulp
a whiskey shooter and follow it with draft beer. Johnny learned
fast. In fact, within the hour, he
had guzzled four whiskey shooters and six beers and was well on the
way to being drunk for the first time in his life when a Blackfoot
Indian he did not know sat down beside him and asked if he was
Johnny Samson because if he was, his sister Doris had been murdered
and word was out that the sheriff had already put her in a body bag
and the FBI was out looking for her friends, relatives, and
boyfriends.
2:01 p.m. At age forty-four,
along with holding considerable power over two local banks, James
McNeill ruled seventy-two hundred acres of Flathead Valley
foothills, fifteen hundred head of grazing and feedlot cattle, one
hundred horses, thirty employees, two bunkhouses, an
eighteen-year-old son, a nineteen-year-old nephew, and a sixteen
year-old daughter. In turn, he was ruled only by the memories of his
wife, Maggie, buried three years earlier after succumbing to a brief
and painful fight with bone cancer.
James sometimes found himself at
a loss to deal with Kelsie, his daughter, in direct contrast to the
ease of dealing with his son and nephew. His son, Michael, loved the
ranch in the same way he did, and they rarely found cause to
disagree. As for Lawson, James had become his nephew's legal
guardian a week after the boy's tenth birthday, following a house
fire in which he had lost his mother. The decision to adopt Lawson
had been easy. Lawson's mother had been Maggie's sister, and family
was family. Now best friends with Michael, Lawson proved to be
amiable company for James and was smart enough to listen carefully
on the few occasions when James felt pushed hard enough to raise his
voice. A day didn't go by that James wasn't grateful both boys had
ignored any fool notions about going down to San Francisco and
joining the long-haired movement of hippies, communes, and
dope-smoking. But Kelsie?
James sat at the dining-room
table, facing business ledgers and a mid-afternoon coffee, which
cooled untouched as he looked through the ranch-house picture
window. With the panoramic view of much of the valley below, he had
eyes only for the activities at the horse corral near the main barn,
some hundred yards down from the house.
He spotted Kelsie leaning against
the wood railing, mesmerized by three cowboys who whooped and
hollered as they took turns riding green horses to a standstill. One
of them, a good-natured neighbor boy named Rooster Evans, was not
even part of the ranch but showed up often to throw a hand in with
work, simply to be close to Kelsie. The other two cowboys were ranch
hands, paid to work, not to perform in front of his daughter, who
had been standing there for nearly two hours.
Lord, James thought, how he
wished for Maggie. She would be able to talk girl things with
Kelsie. Whenever James tried, he fumbled so badly it embarrassed
both of them. What James wanted
to do was to go down there and order Kelsie to leave and let the
ranch hands get on with their work. he knew it would be futile,
though. Kelsie, a dreamer so much like her mother, also had her
mother's stubborn streak. If he told Kelsie not to do something, it
would only give her more determination to do so. If he told her to
stay away from the cowboys, that would only add to her romantic
notions of true love. And James was sure she'd set her heart on one
of the cowboys-he just didn't know which one.
Of course, he could wait until
she made it clear who she was dreaming over, then ask that cowboy to
stay clear of her. But he knew that even the most resolute young
cowboy would have difficulty staying away from her.
At sixteen, Kelsie looked
twenty-one, almost identical to Maggie in a wedding photo taken
nearly three decades earlier. She had the same shoulder-length
blonde hair, same slim waist, same heartbreaking smile.
Kelsie, like her mother, did not
have a model's flawless cheekbones and skin. Instead, her eyes were
slightly wider and rounder, slightly farther apart than they should
have been. Her mouth, too, was slightly too wide. The
not-quite-perfect symmetry had a startling effect, as did her green
eyes and the pouting curve of her lips.
While Kelsie's fashion choice
tended toward work jeans and men's shirts, the bulky clothing was
incapable of hiding the considerable promise of a body far too
developed for the peace of mind of her father, who with great
clarity remembered the passion he'd never lost for her mother and
her giving, loving body. He also remembered his wild cowboy days
before meeting Maggie and becoming a one-woman man.
James hoped Kelsie was as
innocent and unaware of men's glances as she seemed to be. He told
himself, as he watched her leaning against the corral, it would be
far worse at her age if she already possessed enough feminine wiles
to realize her best chance at landing a cowboy was to pretend to
ignore him instead of mooning about in such an obvious fashion.
Still, as he remembered so well,
cowboys and young women were a dangerous combination.
He'd have to think of something,
and soon.
7:45 p.m. Kelsie's most
precious possession was a gift from her mother, a musical jewelry
box with a tiny ballerina on top. When the mechanism was wound, if
the lid was opened and then shut, the ballerina would spin to
tinkling music. The jewelry box was velvet lined and had a false
bottom an inch deep; it was Kelsie's habit to save small bills until
she had enough to exchange for a fifty-dollar bill. She had four
fifties in the music box now, along with her favorite Valentine's
cards, a letter from Maggie, sweet poems from her brother's friend,
Rooster Evans, and her first real love note, from a handsome cowboy
named Nick Buffalo. No one knew
of the note or the money or even of Kelsie's deeply sentimental and
romantic side, which led her to save all that she did in the jewelry
box. On a ranch with three males, she'd learned early to hide her
softness and her secret yearnings.
Instead, she confided to her
diary. This, too, was a secret. It felt right that she spend time
with her diary in the one spot that Kelsie and her mother had shared
with no one else-under their favorite tree. While Maggie was alive,
they had visited the tree often, especially on clear blue summer
evenings when the day's breeze dropped to a whisper.
The tree was a granddaddy
poplar-silver, old, and dead-sitting alone on the edge of a hill two
miles from the ranch house by horse trail, seven miles from any
other house in the valley. Its broad trunk had been worn smooth of
bark by cattle rubbing itchy hides against it. Higher up, the scars
of bears' claws could still be seen; grizzlies over the years had
stretched tall and ripped at the bark to mark their territory. The
tree was just wide enough to allow Maggie and Kelsie to sit between
its gnarled roots and watch the shadows that lengthened across the
valley with the setting of the sun. There would be a special
moment-the one Maggie and Kelsie always waited for in silence-when
the sun dropped behind the western edge of the valley. At that
moment, the light would diffuse into golden softness so pure the
entire valley seemed like a new, untouched land.
Kelsie believed fully in God and
Jesus and angels, and because of it, ever since her mother had died,
she often rode Saber, her black ten year-old gelding, to the tree
for evening conversations with her mother. Kelsie knew Maggie was
looking down on her and would appreciate hearing her thoughts on the
day. Kelsie also shared these
thoughts with her diary. She liked it best when she got to the tree
early and was able to sort out her thoughts by talking to Maggie,
with time after to record her thoughts in the diary while she waited
for the special moment when the last fire of the sun disappeared.
In the summers that had passed
without Maggie, Kelsie discovered that when the golden light turned
soft, she often strained her ears for the rush of air against angel
wings, so great was her feeling of peace and the presence of her
mother. Kelsie swayed with
Saber's slow walk as they neared the tree. Her mind was on Nick
Buffalo. When he accepted a glass of water she had fetched for him
while he was breaking horses down at the corral, they'd shared a
secret smile. Although he hadn't been able to say anything-not that
he said much anyway-she knew he was thinking what she was thinking.
For what they felt for each other, words weren't needed.
It made Kelsie dizzy to daydream
about Nick's lips on hers. Something like this-when the thought
alone caused her stomach to tremble-had to be right, didn't it? It
was a question she intended to share first with Maggie, then with
her diary as she enjoyed the peacefulness of the valley below.
As usual, Kelsie looped the ends
of Saber's reins over a tree branch of a smaller poplar at the edge
of the clearing surrounding the big, dead poplar. And, as usual,
Kelsie grabbed a small stick as she walked toward her favorite tree.
In the summer, because it might
lead to awkward questions if she was seen with her diary going to or
returning from her tree, Kelsie preferred to leave it in a hole in
the side of the dead poplar. Come fall, she would take the diary
back to the house and leave it in a secret spot in her room, for the
weather then forced her to write there.
Kelsie, for all her dreaminess,
was still McNeill enough to have a practical streak. She always
rubber-band-wrapped the diary in a plastic bag, so it wouldn't get
moldy or wet or infested with bugs. There was also a reason she
carried the stick. She'd reach in with it and rattle the hole first,
so that she would not be surprised by a sleeping squirrel, a mouse,
or by wasps or bees. After
satisfying herself that she could reach in without getting
surprised, Kelsie took the diary from its hiding spot. She pulled it
from the plastic bag, then eased herself into a sitting position
against the broad trunk. Before
opening the diary, Kelsie said a small prayer, thanking God for the
day and for her health and asking God to keep looking over her
father, Michael, and Lawson as they tended to the affairs of the
ranch. Her prayer finished, she
spoke to Maggie for a while, telling her about the tabby with four
new kittens and how James seemed to miss Maggie still. Kelsie took
time, of course, as she'd done for the past week or so, to slip in a
few words about Nick Buffalo, wondering if it mattered that a man
had red skin or white and then answering her question by saying
probably the important thing was that the man made his woman happy,
which Kelsie knew by instinct would happen when she spent more time
with Nick. Finally, she opened
her diary. She gasped. Bent and
broken, just inside the leather cover, was a feather. She plucked it
out and straightened it. If she was guessing right, it was an eagle
feather. But who could-
The diary had been wrapped in a
plastic bag and sealed shut with the heavy rubber band. Someone must
have placed the feather inside her diary, which meant someone knew
where she hid it. And for that matter, knew what she'd
written. But who could-
She had never told anyone
about this tree, not even her father. It was a secret more precious
because of her memories of being there with her mother.
Kelsie stood quickly.
The soothing whispers of breeze
and leaves became haunting reminders of her isolation. Kelsie told
herself it was her imagination. She told herself the silent stands
of trees above and below her hillside perch contained only small
birds and rabbits. But someone had followed her there once. And
someone had watched her once. Because someone had found her diary,
and that someone had left the eagle feather as a message to let her
know she had been watched and followed.
Never before had Kelsie been
frightened to be alone in any corner of the vast ranch lands. She
hadn't been scared of bears, and she hadn't been worried about
getting lost. Fear now shivered
through her. Was someone watching
her at that very moment?
10:20 p.m. A few hours later,
when Lawson McNeill reached the final crest of the winding forestry
road, four other pickup trucks parked among the trees gleamed in his
headlights. He parked his own truck, flicked off his headlights, and
saw the glow of a campfire ahead. Obviously the others had decided
the weather was so fine there was no need to use the cabin behind
the campsite. Lawson stepped out
of his truck and walked unhurriedly toward the men waiting for him.
He guessed there might be a rifle trained at his chest, so he spoke.
"Sorry I'm late," he said as he
approached. "James had a few things he wanted done before I could
leave." "Don't sweat it, son,"
one voice said from the shadows at the side of the fire. "Fowler's
got no business calling us all together anyway on such short
notice." Lawson spotted the dark
outline of an ice chest nearby, opened it, and threw in a dozen cans
of beer-minus one for himself-then found a large chunk of firewood
in the grass. With one hand-he held the aluminum beer can in his
other hand-Lawson rolled the firewood toward the fire. With his toe,
he flipped the firewood on its end to use it as a low chair. He
plunked himself down beside a familiar figure and snapped open the
beer top, nodding and smiling at the six other men already
seated. "Hey, bud."
"Hey, Rooster," Lawson said right
back, just as quietly. Even if they hadn't been neighbors, there
would have been a bond between the two. All the others around the
campfire were middle-aged. Rooster and Lawson, who were the same
age, were the only two young wolves who had been granted the
privilege of admission to the select group.
Lawson let the flow of
conversation wash over him, half listening to the talk about deer
hunting, loose women, money, and local politics. The other half of
his attention was on the fragrance of fresh pine and the crackle of
pine sap burning in the fire. He tilted his head back for a swallow
of beer. Straight above was a piece of starlit sky so black it felt
inches from his face, so clear the smallest stars appeared as dust
among the constellations. He
enjoyed being at the gathering, not only because of the
surroundings, but also because it filled him with pride to share the
company of some of the most powerful men in the Flathead-Rooster
Evans and his father, Frank, along with Bud Andrews and Freddie
Dubois, who were on the county council, Judge Thomas King, and Wayne
Anderson, a banker. It felt good to be a man accepted so casually by
those he admired. Lawson was in
no hurry to drink his beer. The last thing he wanted was for them to
think drinking beer was important to him. These weren't the kind of
men who approved of drunkenness.
Ten, maybe fifteen minutes passed. Wayne Anderson, the banker,
handed more cans of beer to Lawson and Rooster. "Can't let this
stuff get warm," he said. "No telling when Fowler will get
here." "Three minutes away,"
Lawson said, accepting the beer. "I'm guessing he's already crossed
the Diamond Creek bridge." "No
kidding?" Anderson said, his tone friendly, not disbelieving.
"Heard his motor." Lawson
corrected himself, trying to cover all bases. "Unless it's someone
else." The judge slapped Lawson's
back. "Hey, boys, how would you all like to be a puppy again? Back
when a feller had sharp eyes, sharp ears, and a tail ready to wag at
anything." The others chuckled dutifully.
Lawson shrugged away his pleasure
at the attention. By example, James McNeill had taught him well over
the years. Any show of emotion was a show of weakness. And he wanted
to be, if nothing else, known as James McNeill's boy.
Within minutes, as Lawson had
predicted, a new set of headlights appeared over the crest of the
road. The group waited for the slamming of the truck's door. Then
the judge, a skinny man with a lion's head, set down his beer and
grabbed a rifle. He held it ready until Fowler called out his howdy
then leaned the rifle back against a piece of firewood.
Fowler declined an offer to sit
and declined a beer. Standing above the small group, Fowler wasted
no time. "I'll get right to it," he said. "You all probably heard by
now about the Flathead squaw we found early this morning at the
Windsor Motel." "Old news,
Sheriff. Don't tell us this is the reason you dragged us up here."
"Cork it, Frank," Fowler told the
rancher. "The reason I dragged you up here is because we need to
talk some about what this means."
"Like what?" This from the judge, Thomas King.
"Like how we all agreed the first
rule was nothing public. How do you expect me to cover something
like this?" "Hold on," Frank said.
"Are you accusing one of us?"
"No," Fowler said. His tone suggested a bull pawing at dirt. "I'm
not going to accuse any of you. Fact is, I don't want to hear one of
you did it. What I saw this morning was more than I'll accept, and
I'm telling you now if I find out who did it, I'll take-"
Fowler stopped short. A
Winchester 30-30 leveled chest high has that effect on a man, no
matter how sure he is of himself.
"That sounds real close to a threat," the judge said, standing with
his legs braced. "This ought to
be good," Fowler said. "All day I've been looking for an excuse to
lose my temper." "Tommy, put the
gun down," the banker said without rising. "This is not the OK
Corral. Russ here wouldn't ever do anything as foolish as make
threats. Just like we don't threaten him."
Frank burped to show his casual
regard for the situation. The two councilmen watched with the same
rigid silence they were famous for during town meetings and poker
games. Lawson held his breath, fascinated by the palpable will of
the strong men around him. The judge finally lowered the rifle.
"Russ," the banker said, "Tommy's
a little high-strung after last night's poker game. Forget his
crankiness and tell us what bee is buzzing under your skirt."
"Two things." Fowler said. "The
first is this: In my business, coincidences are disturbing, because
they are rarely coincidences. All of you here have a good
aquaintance with Doris Samson."
Fowler jerked his thumb in the direction of the cabin in the
darkness behind them. "I don't have to remind any of you about your
week-long hunting trip last fall and how Doris and three of her
friends provided entertainment the entire week."
"She's turned born-again,"
Rooster blurted. "Won't have nothing to do with that stuff anymore."
Fowler paused and let his words
drop slowly. "Which is the coincidence I don't like. What if someone
here took that personal? Wouldn't be the first time a man took it
hard when a woman said no after saying yes real easy."
"Hang on," the banker said. "It
was only a party here at the cabin. That don't mean-"
"Second thing," Fowler said. "The
FBI is in on this now. Which means-
"Russ, you promised to handle
that for us," the judge said, anger in his voice.
"No," Fowler said. "You made the
promises." "Which I delivered.
They sent in a rookie on a short leash. You handle the rest and keep
a potato sack over his head."
Fowler didn't reply immediately. His labored breathing was audible
above the crackling of the small fire. "I can't stop him from asking
questions," he said at last. "And I got a bad feeling about him.
He's got bulldog determination. If he learns enough to land on your
doorstep, I want you warned. Which is part of why we're meeting
tonight-to get some stories straight and ready for him. If worse
comes to worst and it gets out she was up here last fall, we can't
let it mess up the land deal." |
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